the first week of july has been absolutely trying; definitely not the best bunch of days
FOC in a week's time, a month till school officially reopens and a month till the end of my 9-month-long holiday. i'm really having mixed feelings about this, especially heading back to school for a 4 year degree program and moving to the west during weekdays. excited though, because i'll finally be studying things that i want to be studying- no more math, no more science or chemistry, just stuff that i love. (well i guess i'm aware that things are different now when there are grades and requirements to meet, but that's okay, i'll make it.)
wow actually, things have been changing- and they keep changing- for as long as this year has begun till right about today.. my heart's in a chaos and my mind's hardly ever still. but what makes it a whole lot better, is really remembering that God is right here. i mean, really.. if i had to rely on my own human strength to get through this year and work towards my own dream, i'll be petrified. but i recall that i'm living every day for Him who has called me according to His purpose. In surrendering my life to God and living within His will, what appears to be wildly restrictive suddenly feels... oddly liberating. I guess really because it takes weight off needing to do well to meet my own expectations and knowing that success (God's way) is simply obeying.
in the second half of this year, things should get weirdly exciting because well new environments and new people! thank you for really reading this whoever you are xx oh expect videos from Perth and photos from malacca soon (-:
anyway on a really incoherent note, i miss the really good ham & cheese sandwich and iced chocolate we had in Margaret River, Perth )':
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