In Your presence, Lord I am undone. I cannot save myself, only You can. I can't deliver myself, only You can. I can't love myself until I have learned to love You; I don't know who I am until I know who You are. 

It feels like I'm back here again, at square one where I have to learn and relearn You- how to worship You, how to love You, how to serve You. But truly Lord, this is the epitome of our relationship with You: let us fall in love with You over and over again, let us learn more and more about You everyday, let us remain wide-eyed and awestruck at who You are. May there never be a day that we will kick back, relax and decide for ourselves that we're done striving to be more like You. Let us continue running, continue being humbled everyday by Your Mercy and Your Grace that is (literally!!!) renewed every morning. 

Lord, You dance over me. You delight in me. I must remember that I am Your child, I must remember that I am bought at the highest price and I am redeemed by the greatest sacrifice. And that I serve a King that has never lost a war. I must remember that I am Yours and that You fight my battles for me. When it gets hard to see, help me to hold on to You even tighter. When I don't know who I am anymore, Lord help me to hold on to who You are. And in everything Lord, let me have more of You— my first love, my only love, Jesus.