on nights like these, alone time kills me because it sends miserable thoughts tumbling in circles over and over in my head. it really kills me. sometimes, i feel so broken that i'm sure i will fall apart, crumble to dust, if i wasn't careful. i'm sorry that i've been so melancholic lately. but i fight a hard fight everyday that it begins to show. i don't know when i'll be better. i hope it's soon. the cold has seeped into my bones and my teeth are beginning to chatter. i could use a little Sun now.

anytime now

Psalm 139:11-12 "If i say, 'Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me.' Even the darkness will not be dark to You; the night will shine like day, for the darkness is as light to You."