3 am thoughts

oh bless every single person who has invested in my life- be it financially/ spiritually/ in the form of encouragements/ texts/ cards (!!!)/ being there for me physically/ being stupid so I can laugh (and I mean on purpose haha)

but ho, these are for the ones who remember my birthday, the ones who know exactly when I need my space and let me have it, the ones who remember my favorite songs and the place I go to when I need a little air. this is for the ones who stayed long enough to listen (oh I have so much to say), for the ones who stayed long enough to know that I am bursting at the seams, that I have left portions of my heart in every thing I have come across.. so much so that I have so little love for so many things. This one's for the ones whom I have shared my heart with, be it for travel or for the things of God, thank you for listening. and oh this one's for that one person who has seen me break down and cry (I love you with all my heart). yet these are the ones whom have seen me for who I am, for my early morning crankiness and my late night crazyness, this is for the ones who know that I'm not perfect but still choose to stick around. this is for those who love from afar even though time has pulled us apart. this is for the ones who know my standard caipeng order and the ones who understand when i just can't wake up in time for school. the ones whom i can be absolutely myself with- yea awkward dancing and all

this one's for those who have given me reason to believe i am exactly who i should be

thank you for nudging me to the path i am on today
every single word, every single action- they mean the world. thank you and you and you and endless yous x